PASSIONS
- Topological inversion (inside-out transformation)
- Pseudometrics (metric spaces with negative distance)
- SR. I'm too stupid for GR. I don't understand anything that actually exists. Especially humans.
- Null hypersurfaces (mainly, the null cone and event horizons). They have extent in space but not time.
Valedictorian of Computer Sci dept (just 1 semester). Masters in digital security and forensics. Awards at nuc engineering company (neutron embrittlement / skyshine / gamma spectroscopy). Systems programming.
Known elsewhere as Luxi Turna, a play on my first name and Lux Æterna (the Eternal Light, which I think of as life). Life cannot die. Life lives forever!
It just doesn't stay in one person very long.
VULCAN-LEVEL INTEGRITY — THERMIAN-LEVEL AUTISM
Social retardation and AvPD (psychotic-level shyness) IRL render me (literally) unable to look at people or talk above a mumble / whisper. I CANT READ YOUR EMOTIONS. If I seem rude, it's actually cancer of the honesty, also called science. Autistic people try hard to emulate the normals, but it's just a crappy simulation.
Horrible unspeakable social interface disasters leave me a burned-out, burned-down, bummed-out wreckage doing "sex work" for a group house of intelligent slackers in exch for room & food. (Example: Intelligent = professor. Slacker = I have to correct his students' essays).
We observe that knowledge is not power.
It's usually no more disgusting than working in the dining hall, but I miss my old life. I was dynamic and respectable and won awards. But they were in front of people who had to applaud through forced smiles and gritted teeth. They hated me because things they struggled with were actually simple. But that's not MY fault.
We observe that truth is not beauty. Write that down. Tell it to your kids.
So the hell with it. I wake up at noon and play on the Internet all day while you guys slave for stupid, ungrateful suits who'd cut your throat for a nickle and don't understand your work.
The hell with wasting my superpower. The hell with trying to get along with people and failing horribly. The hell with everything.
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